Apologies

I'm sorry if it feels like I'm quiet or not quiet enough. I spent most of my life feeling like I was alone and didn't have many people to talk to.

I'm sorry if I don't open up much or open up too much. I was made to feel like my emotions didn't matter.

I'm sorry I'm too clingy or not clingy enough. I've had family and friends decide I wasn't worth it to keep me around.

I'm sorry that I can be distant. I've been pushed away a lot.

I'm sorry that I can be annoying. Sometimes I'm not very good at knowing what other people think is funny.

I'm sorry that I overthink things. My anxiety won't let me not.

I'm sorry that I'm weird. I didn't learn many social skills growing up.

I'm sorry that I get sad. I've been dealing with depression and thoughts of suicide since I was 10 years old.

I'm sorry that I'm sorry. I don't like that my brain works like this.